[backdated to sometime very shortly after his return to the ship and a bit before Long Night . . . this part is supposed to be private - he's not aware it's set to the Way's filter - he's murmuring softly to himself, sounds upset and frightened]

G-gods of the firmament!  I-I didn't know . . . didn't know it was possible . . . to be s-so . . .   I-It ( Read more... )